The urge to write

I want to write today. I so¬†desperately want to write today. I’ve been so busy and it’s been so long since I’ve been here. I feel as though I’m going to explode because I have so much inside of me but I don’t have time to just sit down and get it all out.

I just have this moment.

This moment, when my head is killing me and I feel like I’ve been run over. I just want to lay down and sleep because the last day of August decided to attack my sinuses.

Maybe I’ll have time tonight… :: grumbles ::

Time away

One needs time away. I call it “hitting the mental reset button.” A little over a week ago, I left for a 4-day cruise to Cozumel. Considering I’m not working, I consider myself lucky to have been there. I had a great time with my friends, but what really helped were the times I would awaken early, before anyone else, and just go sit out on deck. The alone time allowed me to truly unwind, decompress, and let things go. The vast, blue “nothing” contrbuted, as well. I sorted through some major stuff in my head and laid it to rest at sea.

Water is good for that.

This weekend my my husband is working ConDFW, so we get to visit friends in Dallas together. It’s a great trip, but I must admit; it will be nice to be at home next weekend. ūüėČ